19 and CHOSEN.

"When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you.

When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown!

When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will 

not be burned up; the flames will not consume you."

Isaiah 43:2

Lord,   You know just how much I can take in times when I am pressed, bent, and feel as if i can't endure. I trust and KNOW that You are careful not to allow me to be broken beyond repair. You see the final outcome.... I DON'T. So help me, Lord, to give you ALL control that You may continue Your good work in me. Help me stop meddling and questioning the God of the universe and just help me trust in You. God, I still don't understand... but I surrender. 

"And we know that all things work together for good to those 

who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose..."

Romans8:28

  

  Your goodness is nowhere more apparent than in the midst of suffering. It is proven in the Scriptures and in my 19 years of experiencing Your mercy that You WILL carry me through every adversity & every trial. Your presence is sufficient to banish all fear. Your power is enough to deliver me from despair. Your ultimate purpose is always for our good! Thank You, Lord, that suffering does not have the final word! I know that my pain is not belittled and that the promise of life will break through my faith and my obedience. I trust in You, Lord. Completely.

Amen